Humiliation

You do realise that there are things which you will always do even though you know it's bad for you. 

Smokers always smoke, dieters always goes for that cookie and, who cares if I get poor quality sleep? I just like to get blue glare in my face before bed. 

It's the same with your profile. I always goes back to your feed to look at things that isn't there. 

For every word you wrote I read again and again, trying to decipher meaning and signs that could somehow be related to me. I make a million guesses, assumptions and interpretations. I become a detective, a stalker, a madman, just to have a peep inside your mind. To understand your words is like walking in smoke. You know how they say you lost your sense of direction in smoke? It's true. I can no longer make sense of heads or tails in your words. Sometimes I might relate to a passage, only to find that it's adapted. Sometimes I think that you're being sentimental, only to realise that you weren't. The words you spill into your writing, they're not for me aren't they? Oh wait, yes they are. Now I see what they spell - 

h u m i l i a t i o n.