You are not wanted.
The feeling when people just shunt you aside and move on with their lives.
One moment you felt that there was actually a person who cared, that you could trust. The next moment you realized that they were just there because they simply wanted something from you.
You doubt your own self-worth and felt that everyone around you lives better without you.
What is your value? What is your contribution? You are not funny nor interesting, you have nothing to share and whatever you do are simply inferior in every way to the people around you.
You start seeing a selfish motivation behind every interaction people had with you, you start doubting yourself.
You isolate
You crumple up
You die...
Cassie put down her pen and look out the window. She has been sitting on the window silt for the whole afternoon. Her thoughts clouded her mind and she could not muster any motivation to raise from her seat, not even to read, not even to distract herself. She could not see her friends that cared for her. She only felt cold and alone, because the person she cared for most had abandoned her.
The feeling when people just shunt you aside and move on with their lives.
One moment you felt that there was actually a person who cared, that you could trust. The next moment you realized that they were just there because they simply wanted something from you.
You doubt your own self-worth and felt that everyone around you lives better without you.
What is your value? What is your contribution? You are not funny nor interesting, you have nothing to share and whatever you do are simply inferior in every way to the people around you.
You start seeing a selfish motivation behind every interaction people had with you, you start doubting yourself.
You isolate
You crumple up
You die...
Cassie put down her pen and look out the window. She has been sitting on the window silt for the whole afternoon. Her thoughts clouded her mind and she could not muster any motivation to raise from her seat, not even to read, not even to distract herself. She could not see her friends that cared for her. She only felt cold and alone, because the person she cared for most had abandoned her.
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